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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
8:12 PM

想到你的时候;我控制不让自己去想你;
听到你爱听的歌;我就把它换掉;
听到你的消息;我就当已经不在乎你;
看到像你的人;我就当已过去;
你抱过的枕头;我就宁愿不抱;
你送我的东西;我宁愿看也不看;
忍不住痛哭的时候;我就看些笑话;
心在痛的时候;就当过几天就会痊愈;
我不是在骗自己吧;
我应该没那么爱你;
我应该很快就能忘了你;
我应该能习惯一个人;
我不想再见到你;我怕我会真的放不下;
我不想听到你的消息;我怕有天会有另一个她出现;
我不想看到你拥着她;
我不想看到你对她温柔的样子;
我不想再谈感情;
也就不会再受伤害;
一切都成过去;
我需要的是时间;
对!我只是不够时间;
我会习惯的;没有你。。。


1:20 PM

Big sun out there;
I'm cold...

Today, Is a ending for a relationship;
My boyfriend and I;
I used to think that 'He' is the most important person for me ( I think. );
We have been together for 2 years and 7 months 14days;
Ya of coz', every couple will quarrel always;
And maybe Malaysian or Asian's habit;
We used to break up but still will back together;
But this time, we both know that we can't back together anymore;
Since 'He' said that I so trouble;
Nice to say is girlFriend;

Bad is just a person who only will making trouble;
Well, I had used to listen what 'He' said bad to me;
Maybe I won't feel sad after I loose him;
Or maybe my own self don't even know how much I love him and need him;
Or I just can't let go 'some' relationship behind so I scared to breaking up;
What had happened within this two years were past;
Since he said don't wanna see me anymore;
Don't wanna touch me anymore;
Don't even feel happy with me anymore;
Just go ahead; I know I should let go from very long ago;
But why I'm not; Because I still 'THOUGHT' 'He' is still 'him';
But today;
Thanks for touch my dead point and I had chose to let you go;

Thanks for remind me what had happened before;
I remember it all;
And don't ever said how my 'friendssss' hate me;
All I did to made them to hate me is coz' of you too;
They just can't stand why I chose a person who treat me like this but not better;
So... you don't have the right to say how my friends don't like or hates me;
But is ok; We had end up our relationship peacefully;
I'll go on my wonderful life, without you;
I don't have to make life like can't life without you;
As you said;
Don't rely on you; The face is so so so ugly when I crying; and When I calling you;
Enough for standing all such stupid and brainless words from a boyfriend that you love;
Anyways, no matter what you do to me or for me after this;
No matter how you regret or maybe you are not;
I'll never back together with you anymore;
Thanks again for 2 years and 7 months 14days;
Good luck for your life after today;
Bless me too..


Friday, April 24, 2009
11:32 PM

Movie time~

*Hourglass*

This movie is described A girl’s first love;

The Girl named Hng;

She went a place in Japan which has a huge hourglass;

There is a largest hourglass in the world and it counts by year;

Hng’s mummy bought a hourglass for her;

Hourglass; bottom was past, center is present, and top is future;

But once you turn around the hourglass, past had became future;

Hng and her mom moved to grandma’s house coz’ of her father was Debt lots of money and they force to leave their home;

They two was host in grandma’s house where placed at kind of rural area;

Whole countryside knew what had happened to them;


One day, Hng was run out from grandma’s house when her grandma’s was nagging her mom about her father’s matter;

She look down from outside of her grandma’s house where placed on hill;

There was a nice view and she wonder is there any stores down there;

She ran along the path way to find out but there’s just a small countryside;

She meet a guy; Name ah Gho;

Hng not feel like talk to him coz’ Gho staring at her when their first meet;

Gho knew who is she and after their first few talk;

He forcing Hng to do some work to earn money which is take some wood to a work place;

The main purpose of him is to help her but Hng keep complaining why and why;

She knew some new friends when she’s working; They named Xiong(girl) and Teng(guy);

They are brother and sister but character was totally different;

Xiong was a active and cute a girl; but Teng was very cool and quiet;

Some nights, Hng heard her mom cried at midnight sadly;

Hng just can stay by her side as her support but can’t do anything;

Hng start to work every morning; She getting better relationship with Xiong and Gho too;


One day, Teng invited 3 of them to go his house and eat some snacks;

A doctor ran to Hng and told her that her mom was fainted;

The only thing that doctor asked Hng to do is;

Don’t ever ask or tell her mom to be strive;


Hng was so sad coz she knew that her mom was keep pretending she’s ok but she’s just pretending all the time;

Not to cry in front of anyone; Not to let herself to feel lost;

But what only left inside her mom is a broken heart;

She don’t need anyone to understand her and she just keep it to herself but no one know that;

She still loving her husband even he did things badly to them and spoil their family;

The next day at night, Hng realize that her mom was not in room;

She saw her mom going out and she want to follow too but her mom asked her to stay home;

Sadly, slowly talking, with a smiling face;

Her mom, was lost for 2 days; They try to contact with police; but never get any news;

Third day; their house door was opened; Hng and grandma ran out to welcome back her mom;

What there was a few police; and things had happen;

Hng mom was suicide; and Hng loose her mom when she’s 14 years old;


Is winter, Hng stand in front of her mom’s hall;

She throw the hourglass to her mom’s photo and shout at her mom;

Said she is timid; Hng knee down and cried crumble with her grandma;

Ah Gho saw what had happened, he take the hourglass and fix it for Hng and take back for her;

Gho knew that hourglass was a present from Hng’s mom;

Hng cried choking and sadly and said she’s alone; Mom don’t want her and left her alone;

Gho hugging her and promise he’ll protect her and Hng was never alone; Forever; and ever;


Hng and Gho were in love;

Their love story had spread to everyone;

Some said that they had married after few years;

Some said that they are a pair of unbreakable couple;


Love

can force a person to death;

can last long forever with happiness;

Anyhow;

Its irreplaceable~



1:06 AM

The Most Funny Joke that I ever Read**

有前輩說:他上輩子殺了人,所以這輩子處罰他當老師。
...我想我不只殺了人,還是……………….. ..
…. 才會淪落到當 國文 老師………


換小學老師了:

1。題目:一邊……一邊……

小朋友寫:他一邊脫衣服,一邊穿褲子。

老師批語:他到底是要脫還是要穿啊?

2。題目:其中

小朋友寫:我的其中一隻左腳受傷了。

老師批語:你是蜈蚣嗎?

3。題目:陸陸續續

小朋友寫:下班了,爸爸陸陸續續的回家了。

老師批語:你到底有幾個爸爸呀?

4。題目:難過

小朋友寫:我家門前有條水溝很難過。

老師批語:老師更難過。

5。題目:又

小朋友寫:我的媽媽又矮又高又胖又瘦。

老師批語;你的媽媽是變形金鋼嗎?

6。題目:你看

小朋友寫:你看什麼看!沒看過啊

老師批語:沒看過

7。題目:欣欣向榮

小朋友寫:欣欣向榮榮告白。

老師批語:連續劇不要看太多了!

8。題目:好吃

小朋友寫:好吃個屁。

老師批語:有些東西是不能吃的。

9。題目:天真

小朋友寫:今天真熱。

老師批語:你真天真。

10。題目:果然

小朋友寫:昨天我吃水果,然後喝涼水。

老師批語:是詞組,不能分開的。

11。題目:先…………,例題:先吃 飯,再冼澡。

小朋友寫:先生,再見!

老師批語:想像力超過了地球人的智慧。

12。題目:況且

小朋友寫:一列火車經過,況且況且況且況且況且況

老師批語:我死了算了



Thursday, April 23, 2009
9:07 PM

Weather still super hotta!!!

Wake up in the morning and get ready to go to college

even today I don't need to meet my lect. which is Mdm. Suah;

Me and Lynn went a bit early because Mdm. wanna meet Lynn;
We going college by cab everyday;


But unlucky, today we met a 'xxxxxx' cab driver
who don't know the way
but still pretending that he know
and I think he got some problem with his mind
because the way
he driving on the road like someone drunk and keep talk to himself.

The main thing is he 'eat' our 30cents!

But since we already used to met those cab driver who IRRESPONSIBLE;

I just try to release my angry here and forget it;

Spending 3 hours was too long for me;
Why?

Because I'm still being myself;
Haven't have my breakfast yet and its afternoon already;
At the same time when my stomach was knocking my 'stomach wall';

June calling me to go and buy some 'snacks' together;

Oh God bless me and I have a sweet friend who understand and rescue me;
when I'm going to starved to death;

Hu~~~ I'm having my Kentucky Nuggets in my classroom which spend me rm5.10;

plus bla bla bla tax so spend me rm6.20 actually.

I finish it at around 12.30pm and I went to eat my lunch at 1pm;

ErKhem, I share my lunch with June coz 2 of us also can't finish by self;

We didn't follow our plan to go k-box coz Lynn have to meet Mdm. again;

so we went home and rest then started to do our homework;

My whole day spending like this and ya I know is bored but this is so called;

My Life...



Wednesday, April 22, 2009
7:06 PM

Weather hot like hell!!!

The big sun made me can't concentrate to do my work!
Can't even see my laptop screen under the hot sun!
Well, at the same time my housemate which is Lynn and Phoebe
are the same situation too,
we went June's room to play;
We all shout crazy sang crazy and dance crazy.
Funny Lynn had look in the mirror up to 6times in an hour; ^^
After an hour crazy time only back to our homework.
How often we can play like this after this;
We all going to graduate on 1st June 09;
OMG, only around one month left!
I have no idea will we all still meet each other after graduate because
all of us are going diff. way of our life;
WE ARE GOING TO GO ON OUR OWN LIFE.
Sound so scary since we have been stay together almost 3 years.
What will happen next?
Am I able to fling off all complicated relationship here
and work in Singapore;
Or working in Malaysia, Kota Damansara? yuckss...;
Hope things are going prosperity~~~
Bless me**