Big sun out there;
I'm cold...
Today, Is a ending for a relationship;
My boyfriend and I;
I used to think that 'He' is the most important person for me ( I think. );
We have been together for 2 years and 7 months 14days;
Ya of coz', every couple will quarrel always;
And maybe Malaysian or Asian's habit;
We used to break up but still will back together;
But this time, we both know that we can't back together anymore;
Since 'He' said that I so trouble;
Nice to say is girlFriend;
Bad is just a person who only will making trouble;
Well, I had used to listen what 'He' said bad to me;
Maybe I won't feel sad after I loose him;
Or maybe my own self don't even know how much I love him and need him;
Or I just can't let go 'some' relationship behind so I scared to breaking up;
What had happened within this two years were past;
Since he said don't wanna see me anymore;
Don't wanna touch me anymore;
Don't even feel happy with me anymore;
Just go ahead; I know I should let go from very long ago;
But why I'm not; Because I still 'THOUGHT' 'He' is still 'him';
But today;
Thanks for touch my dead point and I had chose to let you go;
Thanks for remind me what had happened before;
I remember it all;
And don't ever said how my 'friendssss' hate me;
All I did to made them to hate me is coz' of you too;
They just can't stand why I chose a person who treat me like this but not better;
So... you don't have the right to say how my friends don't like or hates me;
But is ok; We had end up our relationship peacefully;
I'll go on my wonderful life, without you;
I don't have to make life like can't life without you;
As you said;
Don't rely on you; The face is so so so ugly when I crying; and When I calling you;
Enough for standing all such stupid and brainless words from a boyfriend that you love;
Anyways, no matter what you do to me or for me after this;
No matter how you regret or maybe you are not;
I'll never back together with you anymore;
Thanks again for 2 years and 7 months 14days;
Good luck for your life after today;
Bless me too..
