Big sun with howling wind;
Complicated relationship that I having, now;
I'm kinda like blindly fall in love with 'him';
No matter what 'he' said, even that's so obviously is just a lie;
I'll just forgive or try to understand 'him' and leave it;
Or maybe 'he' don't even know by his own what's the problem;
Or maybe 'He' don't know what love is;
Or maybe 'he' just don't know how to love me anymore;
I knew I'll regret when get back to 'him';
But what I'm still doing this;
I keep asking myself why why why;
Why am I doing this;
What for I'm still doing this;
I remember my ex. principal said that;
once you repeat to do a thing in everyday;
It will become your habit and used to it after 19times;
So what's for me if I'd with 'him' for so long;
What's left; Nothing because I'm in;
Love can't be blind until knowing it will spoil my life, but still going on;
I knew this; I'm scared too;
But what, I don't know why I'm still think like can be nothing and we'll be ok;
We must knock ourselves out to get through the difficulty;
I'm confident with it because I want to do it;
I wanna feel 'him' happiness;
I want 'him' to feel the happiness that 'he' never did;
I want 'him' to be happy;
These are all the reason for me to stand until now;
We gone through many troubles and sadness;
But of course, we understand each other quite much;
To become conscious of what the next step each other will do;
Well, couple, should be like that right;
I know I shouldn't make everything like so serious;
Sometimes I need to learn how to take it easy;
For how to manage a relationship;
Wow, wonder how I gonna do it and make it;
Happiness, waiting there?
