Sunny day;
Today, should be a happiest day for this few months for me;
I never thought I have that feeling after met you;
But I felt lost; I'm so lost;
'Love', I'm scared of it;
I'm be in two minds; Turn my step back, or be brave and move on;
For my trait of being irresolute; I'm really lacking firmness of our love this time;
I need courage; I need lots and lots of help; I'm confusing;
It's so emptiness, loneliness, and loss;
This is first time I feel so down; Down with no actual reason;
I don't know what is happening; What I'm doing;
What I'm going to face; What's going to happen on me;
God, I just want a simple life; I just need someone who care and love me that's enough;
What for I can't even sure my own feeling even;
My scared are drowned my love; my mind; even myself too;
I can't feel my heart anymore; Can't feel it beating until hardly breathe;
Tomorrow, which is my lunar birthday, we date and be with each other;
Who knows, your family having problem and you gonna back to them;
Well, its fine for me;
Coz' what I need is not your accompany but my heart back;
If you can return it back to me... I'll do whatever; I swear;
I felt the emptiness that I never had now;
I told myself not to cry when my birthday;
Be strong girl, just a difficulty in love, you'll be alright;
Be strong, what a acid and painful word; for who in love;
Well, 15mins to go;
Happy birthday to me;
I wish; I could be fine, with my heart;
